Frustrated.

I'm beyond frustrated today. I know it's because I'm tired. And when I'm tired, I get all emotional. But...the on-call surgeon came in and said there is still too much drainage from Olivia's g-tube. So, she wanted to clamp it off for about 4 hours, come in and unclamp it, and measure the amount of fluid that comes out. If it's a small amount, then the fluid is moving on through the intestine and she can most likely start feeds. I have no clue what it means if there is a large amount of fluid. No one said. In the meantime, they didn't clamp it and no one came in to clamp it, so I went ahead and clamped it myself. If that's what the doctor wanted, why did she not just click the clamp while she was standing there playing with it?
Anyway, we are going on 60 hours with absolutely zero calories. She is getting fluid through her IV to keep her hydrated, but she is starting to wither away, literally. I know she is normally on the "puffy" side, but she is looking so skinny right now. I'm trying to vent this out of my system enough to get the guts to talk to the resident about all of my concerns without being emotional about it. It seems to be helping, so we'll see how it goes from here...